Never Ending Dreams...

Things have changed…:/ sadly. We don’t even talk like we used to. All those cute texts…gone to waste. I’m pretty sure I’m not the one anymore. But then again, every time I feel like you forgot about me, you always tend to automatically show up. Idk if it’s just me or something. I want to know if we’ll be together forever. Can we? Please? It was love at first sight and I didn’t believe in that until ‘us’ came along. You make me really happy by just ONE text or ONE hug. You KNOW I have feelings for you so why can’t you just tell me that you have the same for me? When you said the leave you alone, I did. But you turned back and told me to not leave and to stay with you forever. Then why can’t we have this? We both agreed already. What’s the problem. I’m about to graduate and time is passing us by. Please give me a sign before I leave. I want us to work out. :’( or if anything….if you have moved on…just let me know before I fall too deeply in love and I end up getting even more hurt.

So this has been an okay week for me I guess. I still can’t text you cuz you told me that you’re still grounded. Idek if you’re just lying to me or not because….which mother would ground their kid for like a whole month?? I’ve seen it happen on tv but not in real life. I guess it can happen but I would never know if you lied. :/ all I wanna do is be there for you and talk to you. Every time we talk, I always have a smile on my face cuz you always make me smile and laugh. I love spending time with you. Even if it’s just for like a few minutes…I cherish every moment of it. When I see you cry, it really IS heartbreaking. I just want to hug you and never let you go. I love you. I hope you know that. Many can just say that for fun or just for the heck of it but when I say it, I really DO mean it. :) When you finally wrote back to me, I was really happy. But then again I was just wondering what could be in that letter. When I read it, I couldn’t stop smiling. :) you made my day with your hugs AND the letter. :’) I wrote back to you though, like all quick lol cuz that’s how important you are to me. They say that if you really cared for someone, no matter how busy you are, you would make time for them. That’s exactly what I did for you. You’re my one and only. :) the day after you gave me the note I decided to search for you at school and walk you to class, and that’s when we had our laughs again and that’s when I gave you the letter. :) I admit that THIS time, I actually had so much to write in the letter because as days passed, we had more and more to talk about. I knew that you were the one from the very start when we both knew that it was love at first sight. :) I love your smile, personality and everything about you that makes YOU. :) Ever since the day we met and the day I first saw you, I couldn’t stop thinking about you and I hope you feel the same way. I just hate the fact that I didn’t get to know you sooner. :’( it’s almost the end of the year Thass why. :( I don’t want to leave you and you know that. If I could stay by your side you KNOW I would. I’ll give you the world and we can conquer this whole world together. ;) So as I was saying, Friday came along and it was another good day because I was practically with you for the whole day. I got up early and went to see you right away. I stayed just to be with you. I ditched just to stay by your side. :) there isn’t a thing I wouldn’t do for you I swear. You’re my whole universe. When I hugged you in the morning, I even told you “I don’t want to leave” and it’s true. I want you here with me right now. I hate not being able to see you or talk to you. A day with out you is like Aladdin without Jasmin, the moon without the stars, shrek without princess Fiona haha the point is I love you and I always will. You’ll be the tear that I cry if we ever split. We’re the perfect two. :) spending time with you is all that I ask for everyday. When you found that dandelion and said “We’ll make a wish together” I already had my one and only wish right next to me. But even then, I wished for you to be mine forever…until the day my heart stops. ;)